It’s the 13th of the month. I don’t care what month it is, the 13th and 15th are always hard days. The 13th is the day she was diagnosed. The 15th is the day she went home. So today marks 9 months from her diagnosis. Nine months is really such a short time frame, yet so much has changed, and so drastically.
I’ve struggled to find words to post tonight. It’s hard to find positive words when all you are thinking is, “Nine months ago my world turned upside down.” Even with so many awesome things being planned in Kayleigh’s memory, it’s hard to wrap my head around she’s gone and never coming back.
But then my eye lands on my wrist and the bracelet I haven’t taken off in months.
Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.
And I am reminded, that while I can’t see how all of this comes together for God’s plan, He can. He knows the plans for us – He made them. We just have to be faithful to stay on the path, pray for wisdom, and trust God’s guidance.
Sometimes that is easier said than done. So, we’ll just keep practicing.
Until tomorrow,
‘Carrow💜
