We made it to the weekend! Can I get a hallelujah? This week was full of ups and downs. Struggling to find a routine that once was so normal but now seems like a challenge. It’s so strange how everything is so familiar. I mean, this was our normal life until last May – but now it is somehow exactly the same yet totally different at the same time. Probably because I too am the same but different. Kayleigh’s journey has altered me on a fundamental level. My perspective has changed. I’m quite certain that is a God thing. I don’t know why I need this new perspective but I’m sure God will reveal that reason to me in His time.
Thankfully, God is good to stay close with me as I navigate the new, different, sameness. Only He can make sense of my head and heart, and keep me on the right path. My devotion tonight reminded me that more often than not His plans are not the same as mine. But when that happens, it just means He has better things in store for me than I can imagine.
Isaiah 41:10
10 Don’t be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand.
I pray that as you find yourself in hard situations you won’t be discouraged. that God will be who you look to for guidance and direction.
Until tomorrow,
‘Carrow💜
This is one of my favorite pictures. I look at it and wow, I miss that sweet girl. But I trust my God. I know His plan is for good, not just for me but for Kayleigh, Grace, Cole and Tim as well.
