November 10, 2016

Thank you God for another day. Our sweet girl is still with us. She is much the same as yesterday. She continues to spend most of her time sleeping. Thankfully, medicine continues to keep her comfortable.

Sometimes it’s difficult. The sitting. The watching. The waiting. Difficult because I want to prolong every single minute but I worry about Kayleigh being in any discomfort. I worry as she is able to communicate less that I will miss something and she will be in pain and I won’t know it. And at the same time I do not want to use too much because I want those lucid moments even though they are few and far between. It’s quite a fine line to walk.

I am continually thankful for our amazing medical team. From our St. Jude family to our wonderful hospice care family – we are well taken care of. I know we have explored every avenue possible and available at this time. It’s just so hard to be able to do nothing but watch. It is a helpless feeling that cannot be described. I do know we couldn’t do this each day without our faith. Our faith continues to give us hope each day. It gives us peace and comfort.

Thank you all so very much for continuing to pray for our family.

Philippians 4:6-7
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. 6 Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take.

Until tomorrow,
‘Carrow💜

Comments (4)

  1. Pat

    Praying for you each day…thanking God that He continually bears you up…marveling at the courage of Kayleigh and all her family and loved ones.

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  2. MEG JONES & ILA THORNTON

    DEAR ‘CARROW; PLEASE KNOW THERE ARE MANY WHO ARE PRAYING FOR YOU & YOUR FAMILY. MAY YOU FEEL GOD’S PEACE & COMFORT. I CANNOT NOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOUR TESTIMONY MEANS TO US. WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU & YOUR FAMILY DAILY. WITH MUCH LOVE IN OUR HEARTS, MEG & ILA

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  3. Brenda Starr

    Tim, Carrow, Kayleigh, yall have been on my mind so much the past couple of weeks. I just wanted to tell you I am still praying for Kayleigh and for your family as you are going thru this journey. Words just cannot express how my heart is breaking for you tonight. I pray that you all continue to feel God’s arms around you and will get you thru this battle.
    Praying for healing.

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  4. Darcel Tucker

    Dear ‘Carrow, I pray for your family daily. I pray for comfort,peace, and some sort of understanding. God is bigger than all of our problems and your faith in his plan is truly inspiring. I know he has a plan for us all but how do you even begin to say goodbye to a child. Your strength at this time is inspiring on every level. I have two boys and at one time we thought our youngest had lymphoma. I can not even put into words the fear that we felt for days until the test came back. I will be praying that God wraps his loving arms around Kayleigh and your family and never let’s go.
    With Love, Darcel Tucker and Family

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